Thoughts cruise through my mind like logs on a lazy river

Have you ever felt so much that your mind can't process it

Your mind freezes like a Delhi winter

It needs some garam chai to free it once again.

Hurt floods me, shock slaps me like the icy winter cold,

Things I never imagined, memories I wanted to hide,

Buried deep in my soul, He thrust his knife deep,

And gauged out my insides.

I feel weak, exposed, vulnerable,

But the beauty is I had a white knight,

To hold my hand throuhg it all,

He hugged me and I did not cry

It felt like centuries had passed and yet...

We were old friends,

Each comforting the other, Trying to forget.

All we could do was reach out to each other,

Genuine fear gripped us,

We both lost face before our families but

We stuck together through it all

What do you expect?

I don't know

Is it worth it?

Yes. (Should I scream it from the rooftops?)

I have tried but failed,

I found the greatest happiness and success,

Through my biggest failure

The classic pot of gold at the end of the rainbow,

It is true that pain is the greatest bond,

You need to be willing to lose it all in order to find true love

You can pretend forever but the only person,

You really fool is yourself.

I like my new life.

It's not perfect.

Infact it's far from perfect but it makes me happy.

I am the poet, the dreamer, the journalist, the romantic, the traveller....

I was born to explore, discover, create, love and that is what I will do

By letting down your guard , you let people in,

By loving...you find love

By letting go of your inhibitions, your deepest fear, you find joy

I have lost a world and built a new one where I am the queen. I will never hand over my throne but I will share it one day. I dream all the time...someone pinch me coz this feels like a dream. I pull the covers up and bury deeper. I hold him close to my heart and listen to him breathe. I watch his face as all the worries of the day fade away. I see the good. I see an angel whose wings are injured. I can teach him how to fly again. I can teach him how to smile. I look into his soul and see myself.