How to save a life....My own life....letting go is good.....it feels fucking good....it's not easy but that's where the challenge lies....and DG never hides from a challenge...I'm just lucky to have some great friends and family and most importantly a higher power...I don't have to life just for today coz he promises me eternal life....That's the only light in the midst of all the fucking darkness....turning point....realising I don't need to do anything...all I need to do is let go....like doing the backstroke or skydiving.....knowing that he will cushion my fall and be there....that he will love me no matter what I do....it's hard not to reciprocate....I love the chase but for once I'm going to just let go...I surrender all...I surrender all and trust he will be my strength and my shield